see what's weird (to me) is this- I get offers to fuck dudes all the time- ALL THE TIME- yet some part of me just...doesn't want to be gay. like I am unable to accept the stigma or something I dont know? so that makes me homophobic right? well homophobic people tend to be closeted gays soooo....it's a paradox like a mother fucker. Scuter knows what I'm talking about.
can anyone solve me?
i should probably add the sight of a naked guy literally doesn't register on my givesafuck o-meter none whatsoever
but the sight of a naked girl feels exactly the same- nothing. strangely enough I can reach orgasm within minutes of jacking off (though sometimes I jack off for days-actual DAYS- at a time loving it every minute) so yeah what the fuck?
oh and motor oil feels decent as a lube but it gave me a bad rash for a couple days. the rash smelled bad too it wasn't good. lithium grease isn't any better but didn't produce any rash, toss up between the grease and bar soap mixed with water (which is great at clutch times but doesn't provide enough lubrication to be a contender for any appreciable length of time.)