Originally Posted by
Statutory Ape
i am so alone, and so afraid, i have always been
so alone
and so afraid
i just want it to end
why couldn't my dad step up and claim his only son?
and jack, he could have given a fuck and been a champion for humanity
but he was too busy getting drunk night after night
and projecting his demons likenesses onto my face and body and terrorizing me, for his own uses
people using me, this goes way back, right to the beginining
even my dad just wanted to keep a pretty 20 year girl happy, being 12 years older (well shoot there it is again! AGAIN! AN INFLECTION POINT RIPE FOR THE MANIPULATING BY AN INSANE PERSON)
john I hate you and not because you have shown me truth but because you told me RIGHT NOW, which seems kind of weird, wasn't I just defending the bitch here on the forums?
wasn't I so mad I was leaving my only friends for life, wronged wronged wronged
I am not fucking stupid you cunt, undo this shit or help me fix my shit or your guppie or whatever the fuck will not be around much longer. not a power grab, I literally can not take anymore "truth" not a goddamn drop not anything
i am literally breaking down, right here right now, ii can't stop the tears any better than i can stop my teeth from clenching, this is not right what you are doing is not right and your words have consequences you NEVER SEEM TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT
HEY LETS DELIVER ANOTHER JOLT OF PAIN AND SEE WHAT MONKEY DOES RIGHT NOW, WITH MORE STRESS FACTORS THAN LAST TIME!
WOW MAN, HOW MUCH CAN HE TAKE?
too much too little and more than enough.
ENOUGH GODDAMN YOU
ENOUGH!