i dont give a fuck if you reply to this in your thread or via pm am only sending this privately so i know you read it
none of this is confidential by any means i just dont want you to LITERALLY BLANK ME !!!
Am having ghost problems. Will Holla when I can.
ok well good luck let me know if i can assist in any way i hope you dont get turned into a buddist
I actually have no problems with Buddhism and probably would get into it were it not for two things:
a) the tendency for little boys to end up in their caves and everyone blushes and puts it down to over-exuberance. Buddhist monks are a little bit like Michael Jackson, in that way.
b) no female monks.
But I quite like the whole merit thing. It's like the Catholic Confessional but not pure, fucking, adulterated evil.
so how long you goind to be living in bkk for on this run ? things have changed for me its like 80% now i will be back in se asia before the year is up. realistically there is an even bigger chance than that but got to leave a bit of room for the possibility of shit fucking up.
anyway its pretty much a lock i am back for a month of december. if you are still keen run amok i vietnam let me know i am about to start making a plan.
Yeah I have a 15 month visa now so I'm not going anywhere. Well to Vietnam perhaps but I'm never going back to Australia.
Over my dead body, but preferably over the dead bodies of others.
Scooter I am formally requesting a pardon and your lifetime banishment of yours truly be redacted. I can't show the things I know to be improved without a stage to do it on, and also I want to get input from you as to my treatment, though I am not seeking advice per se, more like here's what's going on, what do you think ,what might you suggest if anything and also would you like me to document everything and keep you up to speed to track progress?
No.
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briefly I am seeking mood stabilizers tomorrow here http://santaclara.networkofcare.org/...cesEPS_356_2_0 and as my disorder (the social worker said you had some nerve diagnosing me bpd, she said it's one of the hardest conditions to diagnose as well as to treat- and I am most certainly not name dropping or placing blame on anyyone for any reason, at all, if you ever wondered.)
Yeah I literally have more intelligence in my fucking cock than 99% of social workers. So you can go with the 35,000/annum before tax government employee or you can shut the fuck up.
Actually, regardless of who you go with, you can shut the fuck up.
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does not require much medication but rather intensive therapy on a long term basis, I was referred here http://gronowski.paloaltou.edu/conditions-we-treat and tomorrow at 12:30 I have a phone interview and take it from there. I have scant specifics but for Cognitive Behavioral Therapy I believe it's $25 per week, which is very affordable all tihngs considered.
I cannot impress upon you how excited I am for you. Like...I'm speechless.
I may even crack a brewski to celebrate.
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I literally feel like the answers have been found, and I am just ironing out the rough edges on my way to a happy productive life. A life you gave me, and I mean that. So since you told me be respectful to Power
Oh?
You somehow misinterpreted my fucking ridiculing you for 80 times about your demented obsession with respect?
I told you to stop being fucking demented. Or don't. Just fuck off. Respect the world and get in a grave already.
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I said no and screamed until you used it (without using it yourSelf, a workaround that everyone felt on some level. You never cease to amaze) so right now, it's up to you, but I have to be honest, I came to realize the the very real (impossibly real) power you have, and then it clicked as to why you kept on me to shut up and respect your position, a position you were not given, you earned, and as such you ought to be treated a certain way, which I did not comprehend. To me you were my equal and vice versa, I understand now the lesson intended, and respectfully I beg for clemency and a pardon moving forward.
I'll pardon you when you do the right thing by Humanity and your Self.
It will be 6 feet under but with you, why not shoot for 12.
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If you choose to deny, so be it. I will not give up easily, however.
Statutory Ape
Yes. The indecent never do respect the wishes of others. They just imagine they're Norman Bates. Gl with that.
I can't see any numbers for likes or otherwise, but for the moment youtube has done nothing whatsoever, nothing moved etc. I copied your comment and wanted to see how youtube would react with a non- scooter account at the helm.
I literally have no idea what you're talking about. Again, that's not to be confused with a request for clarification. I'm just correcting the record, in case you get confused into thinking I've authorised something I haven't a fucking clue is in reference to.
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My motives are to the good, you know that.
Don't tell me what I know. I know more about you than you do. And your motives are as pure as red and yellow snow.
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I wish not for power nor any christian respect or anything trivial, I just want to be appreciated and to know I have an opinion that means something.
Really? I was under the impression you were after something else. How peculiar.
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If I am to always be relegated an "obnoxious novelty" it's fairly degrading to be ridiculed by people who are supposed to be my friends.
No. You've got it all wrong.
You're not a novelty.
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I humbly seek a pardon, if you have any objections which are within my power to fix, I would be most appreciative if you would tell me what I need to do.
Best,
Michael
They say that only the good die young.
That's true.
People like you are the reason.
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Also, as per your question why aren't more women adopting, you have a valid point, and I agree more women should absolutely be adopting.
Oh thank you for your validation of my brilliance. It means a lot to me.
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I am hoping to move forward and break away from skatz, take some ideas of yours (respectfully) and go exploring and see whom I find and how they respond. My motive is pretty straight forward, and as I realize I am not your equal and more precisely why, I also realize I am in no position of authority whatsoever, no bouncing around being manipulative and trying ot get my way, not this time. I want to do things right from the get go, and this means you rule and I accept that,
Will you accept a grave? If not, fuck off.
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I, not you, acquiesce with a bow, praying to see a change of heart.
Anywho...good luck sweet ape. You'll find your way eventually or not. Either way it doesn't appear that scooter is in the guru business so you'd best give the nice people at the county health department a shot at fixing what ails you or not. Or maybe just maybe realize your life and for that matter none of our lives are that damn important or as remotely significant as we fancy them to be. Seriously once you wrap your head around that chances are you will be a lot better off (and approaching your early twenties in emotional growth which would be a huuuuuuuuge step forward).
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