11PM: You're cleaning your room and looking for you phone at the same time. Which one is most important to do? You're not sure. You look down; your shirt is completely soaked. Take it off. You do. Two hours later you still haven't found your phone or cleaned your room. You're shirtless and drenching sweat. You've lost 30 pounds in two months.
Next day you have your phone and your room still looks like shit.
This is your life on meth. Love WILL tear us apart!
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My boys, we are at the end of an age. We live in a land of weather forcasts and breakfasts that set in. Shat on by Tories, shovelled up by labour. Now which of you is going to be a splendid fellow and go down to the Rolls for the rest of the wine?
DRINKING ON XANAX IS A FUCKING WASTE SINCE YOU DON'T REMEMBER SHIT, ITS FINE IF YOU TAKE SOME AND HAVE A FEW BEERS BUT IF YOU'RE GONNA DRINK HEAVILY ITS STUPID
NOT THAT I WOULD KNOW
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My boys, we are at the end of an age. We live in a land of weather forcasts and breakfasts that set in. Shat on by Tories, shovelled up by labour. Now which of you is going to be a splendid fellow and go down to the Rolls for the rest of the wine?
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My boys, we are at the end of an age. We live in a land of weather forcasts and breakfasts that set in. Shat on by Tories, shovelled up by labour. Now which of you is going to be a splendid fellow and go down to the Rolls for the rest of the wine?
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My boys, we are at the end of an age. We live in a land of weather forcasts and breakfasts that set in. Shat on by Tories, shovelled up by labour. Now which of you is going to be a splendid fellow and go down to the Rolls for the rest of the wine?
xanax is one of those kinds of things where, if you aren't physically addicted to the fuckers and vomitting if you go a couple hours without, you might as well not fucking bother in the first place. Few sips of anything throat syrupy with codein in it and you'll be on air, and because it's horrible horrible cough medicine your brain doesn't easily make the connection. Meaning it's a little less addicting.
I know ~8 long time friends who have been towing around a NASTY NASTY NASTY vicodin/xanax/white pills of some kind addictions for oh, i'd say going on 13-14 years now. When you know dudes putting down $400 bucks a night just so they won't get sick, that's a pretty fucking huge red flag right there.
Also xanax needs uppers, you never mix downers with downers unless you have a death wish,.
i hear coke and xanax is really good together, seems stupid to me though.
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My boys, we are at the end of an age. We live in a land of weather forcasts and breakfasts that set in. Shat on by Tories, shovelled up by labour. Now which of you is going to be a splendid fellow and go down to the Rolls for the rest of the wine?
never mind the ape he's just making shit up to try to act intelligent again
i can tell.
just buy the bath salts with your food stamp card you ape?
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My boys, we are at the end of an age. We live in a land of weather forcasts and breakfasts that set in. Shat on by Tories, shovelled up by labour. Now which of you is going to be a splendid fellow and go down to the Rolls for the rest of the wine?
You should probably just go shovel xanax down your throat to prove me wrong then.
Oh, and withdrawls from benzo's can be fatal, along with alcohol the physical withdrawls can very really be fatal.
What do I know, though. Certainly not my pharmacology...
FWIW, coke + Y = happiness depends on what kind of coke you're getting. If it's chalky/gritty in the least (and your'e too bloody lazy to do a simple wash or spend a night doing a proper A/B extraction,which is ideal) you can get away with xanax codeine all manor of barbituates etc. Anything to mellow out the antsy edge of your seat feeling you know?
if you get your hands on anything decent (greater than ~45% of what you bought looks like a pearly salty kind of substance, it may be moist and it may be dry, that is irrelevant) you need whisky STRONG whisky and nothing else will fit the need. Coca-ethylene is where it's at realtalk, in that situation stiff whisky blows all those namby pamby pills and what not out of the water.
Fuck I just had some flashbacks to years of balancing my high every night for ~8 years, haven't touched the stuff in DAMN nearly a year! I do NOT remember cocaine fondly. Too big a drug, like meth, it's a beast you can only contain if you're lucky (and most aren't)
My advice- stay the fuck away from narcos in general. Some stiff drink and a few marlboro reds or a nice cigar will produce ~40% of the high for 1/10th the cost (just $$$ here, not even touching physical) and you can CONTROL it for the most part. You drink too much you get sick and swear the stuff off for a couple weeks, pure coke is like 'MOTHER OF GOD- I AM GOING TO DIE. I MISSED WORK, AGAIN- I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN TWO DAYS, FUCK I AM *NEVER* TOUCHING THAT NASTY SHIT AGAIN" (pass out, wake up a few hours later- which by the miracle of miracles seems to have produced a full and restful sleep) shower, cash in pocket=missing work again calling 4 different dealers trying to make something happen RIGHT THEN AND FUCKING THERE, no money=go to work, try to salvage my job, not look like a trainwreck etc....
For 8 very long years I suffered just like that, daily. My own personal nightmare, I'n 3-D and audio so crystal clear you'd think it was bloody reality! Fckvwls was very much right about many things, re:drugs the party isn't over until, deep down inside, you literally HATE and RESENT the particular substance. Gotta override the old brain you know, shit takes time, but sooner or later the party does have to stop (thank God)
I wish I had Tine's common sense, if I remember his story correctly he partook a few times when he was younger and stopped one day and said to himself "Ya know, it's kind of funny, I seem to be making life choices that...kind of gravitate toward only one thing. This can't be a good thing, for whatever reason. better not to fuck around with fate and what not, hell I could wake up one dayAND BE 408MIKE!"
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