Originally Posted by SkyNigger
Gosh but do you think maybe it's because someone (why, whoever could it have been) did not prepare you for Reality?
Gosh but do you think maybe it's because someone prepared you for Reality with Fantasy?
Gosh but do you think maybe they did this for a very specific reason? I don't think you should kill your mother. Because justice is quite possibly the most stupid fucking illogic ever introduced into this insane world. You know where 'justice' came from, I hope?
Eye for eye, tooth for tooth. If you kill your mother for intentionally and maliciously doing this to you, what demented purpose could it possibly serve?
But if you think she didn't know what she was doing AT ALL, you'd be as moronic as every imbecile who loves their mothers because their mothers make them feel special and make them feel good.
She knows to a certain extent the damage she has done-because I TELL HER EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY.
You think I'm a pain on the forum? I've been on her for a while now, she only recently apologized for leaving my dad, a good man, for a drunk JUST LIKE HER SHIT FATHER.
She has done to me what her mother did to the loser uncle I have- over loved him, to the point he was never able to fend for himself.
I am not far from that reality at all....but to your point, she never did this maliciously, she wanted to PREVENT the very thing she caused by being insane and wielding too much power.
Originally Posted by ScuterTheTruthBringer}The Truth is that they are implausibly ignorant AND implausibly evil. You want proof of this?
Grill a woman who's trying desperately to conceive her OWN child. Demand to know her motive. Refuse to accept the idiotically insulting lies she'll tender, as easily disproven as pointing to an orphaned Child of Humanity and demanding to know why the genetic code of every orphan on the planet is 'inferior' to what the mother is trying to produce.
Watch them become the most horrifying beasts on the planet. I've very nearly been tempted to put one or two down. They attack you like a cornered hyena with rabies. They attack you for gently asking them to provide you with their reasoning and their motive. They attack you because there's your answer.
They understand the concept of [I
mea culpa[/I]. Their ignorance is implausible but then they're not ignorant about why they are so desperate to breed rather than adopt.
Your point is not only valid, it is thought provoking. May I ask, if you might share- HOW THE FUCK DO YOU CONVINCE WOMEN TO SEE THIS SHIT? CUZ I'VE TRIED BUDDY, AND THEY WILL SCRATCH AND BITE BEFORE YOU TAKE AWAY FAUX REALITY AND DANCING IDIOTS ON THE ZOMBIE BOX
"I gave you life. You owe me."
This is why they must give birth to their OWN children. So they can trick the child into thinking they should be grateful for their violent kidnapping. It's human slavery. Yes, it's horrifying. But it's so easily proved.
They are imbeciles but that doesn't mean they're (remotely) innocent. They're the most evil wretches alive. You'd only understand this if you grill enough of them for their motives. When they attack you trying to kill you (literally), you'll understand the Truth.
That's why they don't use Logic to explain. My mother wasn't nearly as stupid as she has always pretended to be. I just couldn't imagine her degree of horrifying EVIL vile. She never gave her reasons. Not merely because she didn't have any but because she wanted her children to be stupid. She never gave her reasons when she had valid reasons. When she didn't have reasons for wanting to kill fun, that's why she killed fun. So that she could make her kids insane; refusing to give her reasons for wanting to kill fun. When they persist, that gives her the excuse to beat them.
It's all about imprinting. It's all about religion giving snivelling Toddlers ownership of the con.
It's all - and has always been - about Love.
I'VE ABOUT HAD IT WITH YOU AND THIS BULLSHIT DRIBBLING AMAZING SHIT WITHOUT MAKING A CLEAR PRINTABLE VERSION REPLETE WITH DIRECTIONS FOR DISPENSING IN A CROWDED ROOM
WHY DO YOU DO THAT? IT'S SICKENING TO TRY AND EXPLAIN THIS STUFF TO PEOPLE, THINKING I SOUND LIKE YOU, BUT I SOUND LIKE ME WHO'S TRYING TO SOUND LIKE YOU, AND PEOPLE NOD AND WALK SOMETIMES.
I WISH YOU WOULD WRITE A BOOK OF FIVE, AND I WILL TYPE THEM. TODAY SOUNDS LOVELY, YOU UP FOR IT?
I mean it.
If you went through every single sentence I just quoted, I would be surprised if a single one didn't apply.
You have BPD. Probably the most acute case of it I have ever heard of or seen or witnessed.
I have self diagnosed as such via online personality tests (which 100% of the time end up giving me a "danger danger" outcome, which i of course ignore, having no capacity to treat the situation.
You aren't helping. I had BPD, and then? I have a few decades of what to look forward to? Trust that I would much rather bite a bullet than even another month of my life, to this point.
Your mother raised you with Fantasy knowing full well you would face-plant when you hit reality. You cannot cope with Reality because you were not prepared to cope with it. But that's not the entire story. You were maliciously setup to ensure you wouldn't cope with it. That way, you would need your Protection Racketeer of a mother.
You need to get so far away from her, that you never speak or think or feel her poisonous toxic evil at all, if possible. Or you can stay close to the leech. No one cares except for her.
bravo, you managed to tell me what I knew at 18 sleeping on the floor of a crack house, which was STILL BETTER THAN LIVING ANYWHERE NEAR MY MOTHER. She's wronged me, ok, so? I can't take time back, why blame her and be mean? What good's it doing anyone?
my time and emotions are better spent not vilifying anyone, IMHO.
People don't look down on you. But if they cared to, they would be forced to. You don't want to grab the hands that will lift you up. You want to drag them down to you. Those hands are not going to reach down for you to lift you up when all you want to do is drag them down in gratitude for their nobly Selfish offer to pull you up.
You imbecile, I want to drag people down 'with me' did you say? wow.
show me ONE single time a person has said not only "this is the problem" but also "HERE'S WHAT YOU CAN DO TO FIX IT"
I am always left with that 'minor detail' and confounded-self cure BPD? ADHD? Depression??
No, you moron. That's your noose. You have been helped. Only you can help you. You're not valuable enough for anyone else to help.
growing tired of this, and you, very quickly
I'm using you for various social experiments.
I have known that for some time.
Who else is involved in ME besides you?
That's impossibly lucky for you but you make a grave mistake thinking I care. I care about solving puzzles. If I heard you died, my emotional needle would react so subtlety you could be forgiven for thinking it simply hadn't twitched at all.
You disgust me at times, please refrain from classifying yourself a human being. I find it insulting.
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