Originally Posted by Hoser
Why take ephedrine? Anyway that could trigger a meth relapse ? Is that your medicating your ADD?
Correct on all counts.
Yes to self medicate ADD
Yes it can (and has) trigger a relapse.
Meth gets me by it's cravings. On a day to day basis when I maintain, I am golden. However, when I get cash, access and CRAVINGS I tend to have no self control.
Those cravings are on the same level as food or water, it feels suddenly vital for life, if that makes sense. I am ok right now, but I feel like I could really use either a sponsor or some kind of life anchor person who will not allow me to regress.
Unfortunately I have no such anchor at this point, though my aunt today agreed to help me with my money and many life choices, which I am grateful for. I just cannot admit to her I have had a meth addiction (she would probably see me very differently, at least that's my worry)
Sonatine basically ignored my pleas so he's off the table, not sure about another I asked yesterday. He hasn't gotten back to me yet.
Kind of realizing I am really going to have to go at this alone, which scares me and has a fairly poor long term outlook for success, but such be life.
I am not complaining and I will figure this out somehow.
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Originally Posted by Mista Cobalina
Nat Sherman's are better than Dunhill's in every conceivable way
Quoted for Scooter. Give Nat's a try, just two packs, and I swear the next Dunhill you light up you will reflexively spit onto the ground. I literally did exactly that, as I walked back into my local head shop and exchanged the disgusting things for another pack of my beloved Nat Naturals.
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