I think I haven't heard a logical argument how it could possibly be in your best interests yet.
There can never be a sane argument to rationalize an insane idea, you know that.
but that doesn't mean I won't or that it won't work out just the same. I've got 32 years of doing "sane" bullshit and it's gotten me nowhere. I want to be risky and have fun, I yearn for adventure.
Also Thai women (I hate admitting this now, after having been critical in the past) tend to be gorgeous.
it's the pesky money thing that is really working against me, and I never thought you would float me or bail me out of trouble. I was hoping something like "Mike you are probably insane but IF ---IF--- you actually made it here I'll make sure you hit the ground running" meaning I'd have a job right off the bat, didn't need to be for much. Just forward momentum and optimism you know? A fucking CHANCE.
Right now I have few chances. My future is all but assuredly going to involve crime sex and or homelessness (I won't starve in cali though, with my food pension and such) My damned cousin actually put me in touch with a service on the down low for old women and - I can't go further. For "just two or three hookups a week" I can expect something like 5k per month cash money.
horror.....
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I think you want to run away.
you would because if you were me that would be your reason. I already stood and fought my old crap, I got my credit back to ok levels and now have a two year degree in biology. I also have not touched cocaine since last october and have no desire (ever) for it.
Not running away from anything, I was hopefully running toward things you know, like potential and shit.
You don't need my permission to travel. But I'm not going to tell you it's a good idea when I'm yet to hear a single argument submitted in support of how it could be?[/QUOTE]
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