Oh and one last thing, my mom suffered from severe depression from the time I was a baby until the time I was 10.
Do you think she was in a condition to raise a child of Her Own?
What was her motive for having you? Seems insane, almost pathological. Is "accident-dave" your description or Gay Sex's screaming? It's very hard to read your Toddler deceit-filled dialogues.
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Oh and yeah it sucked, but I got the fuck over it, and did not, until now, feel the need to share with the group the crappiness of my childhood.
Why? Didn't you learn anything from that whole period of time?
Was it too traumatizing? If it was, you should have talked about it. Why would you imagine sharing experiences is sharing pain? You seem confused about learning and how to process news without it traumatizing you.
I couldn't even leave my apartment until Meen showed me how the world didn't have to be my responsibility. I could be humane without suffering _excessively_.
But this is not a world where NO suffering is acceptable. You'd be a sociopath like this Toddlers screaming now.
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Unlike a certain traffic dodging, mud pie eating, ranting individual who lacks the ability to forgive or understand the concept of "time".
No one reads my brilliance; or you're all too frozen in time to emotionally grow. But no. That is not his problem. Time doesn't heal wounds. Time fades scars. There's a huge difference.
He absolutely should not forgive. He should Understand and then he doesn't Need to forgive because he would Understand she didn't set out to torture him. She was just a bear in the zoo you can point out; "Look, that bear raised me! Yeah it wasn't all beer and skittles."
Sam Harris wrote this genius recently; I reposted it. You guys should read something intelligent for a change.
Forgiveness is Catholic shit designed to make children imagine that their suffering should last for life. Forgiveness is insane because you don't ever forgive someone who wronged you. If they are that dark-hearted that it was intentional, you put them down in merciful understanding that they were not in control of their sociopathic emotional rage. If it was unintentional, but could happen to anyone, you get the fuck over it. If it was unintentional due to the malice that is ignorance (like all these screaming Toddlers who snicker that they can't read then go and shit out babies to fuck up the raising of), you take steps to remedy their ignorance if they desire it. If they don't see dark-hearted humane solution.
No forgiveness. It's an insane construct of Evil.
The time comment is due to your ignorance in understanding why Ape's still suffering trauma. It's because of people like you who don't understand trauma. When Ape understands it, it will end. I happen to know this for a fact. It's imagined. He can unimagine it.
He doesn't want to. He's too lazy to read the long PMs I sent him breaking it all down in response to his screaming PMs. He is lazy. He doesn't want to work. His screaming gets whitewashed away the next day. He just screams that cycle his whole life BECAUSE no one understands why he's feeling pain over something that happened a long long time ago.
And so we beat back, boats against the current
Borne back ceaselessly into PTSD.
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...like people with sense and a desire to live tend to do...unlike a certain unnamed screaming child who is banning people because he cannot stand their "inferiority").
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