But of course, excuses are for especially dumb niggers cause like...no one gives a fuck.
So much of my early teenage / young adult identity and pride was tied up in the fairly reasonable assumption that I was an especially gifted genius for never being educated and walking into Year 10 and topping the year before finishing 3rd or 4th at graduation of my three-year state school education.
When things weren't going well, I'd occasionally find myself sulking about "what could have been"; I imagined had I had a normal education, I'd have been some kind of Einstein. It made sense but it was wrong.
If I'd had a normal education, I'd be as dumb as Marty or someone (well...I'd have been a lot more popular and slutty, and social status forces one to develop a certain degree of cunning I daresay our Martin doesn't display very often - like ever - but the crux of my argument is that Martin and I are the same).
Were the same. Different ends of the totem pole heading back to Dust II, the great equalizer. But it wasn't my genius that afforded my mind a degree of crystal clarity almost no children in Miami High or ADFA possessed; I don't believe I ever had any. I simply wasn't retarded by emotional conditioning until much later in the game, when I raced to catch 'up'. I simply never got to watch any TV, read any books, or go to school.
I was given a monumental 'head-start' over everyone handicapped by the 'educational' system. You see the same thing in Thailand all the time, actually; these little village boys and girls who left shitty schools when they were 11 or whatever and they'll run circles around your shrewd.
School turns you into a nigger. Just like prison. What a coincidence!