needy, greedy, arrogant, clueless, dishonest, spastic, autistic, borderline pedo, suspect heterosexual, likely homosexual, stalking, sulking, skulking, manic depressive, bipolar, entitled, holier than thou, scared, make believing, attention whoring,
Join Date: Aug 2012
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Originally Posted by SkyNigger
I swear on my life after this post I will never post on my forum again until he's out of here. Or if you want his entertainment, that's also fine.
This is fucking intolerable insanity.
I'm going to put you down myself, you fucking screaming deranged imbecile.
I'm not you. You are never going to be as linked as you are when you are the polar opposite of everything I have done and stood for and been a living, personal example of. THE LITERAL POLAR OPPOSITE. My murdered siblings are not "petty". Your screaming insanity ( "my emotional feelings were hurt, life is so real sometimes") isn't petty. You're just fucking batshit.
You're so insane you can't recall things you've read. Your mind is just porous. You need to put yourself down.
My assertion (that the reasons for harboring bad blood between yourself and your mother) is true until you prove otherwise. The right thing to do is to make peace over the past and settle differences so that a healthy relationship can evolve and the time you have left is well spent. The alternative is to look back on today with regret. Obviously no one wants to do that (make peace), it's much much easier to stay mad and justify your feelings one way or another than to confront the person in question.
fucks sake I never said your siblings were petty what I said was whatever your reasons are for not making peace they are, ultimately, petty with respect to the issue at hand- life vs no life. Your mother is alive, she's healthy (presumably) and so are you. Days count, hours count, seconds fucking count JV and deep down inside you know it. I just lost the only love I have in my life and I'll be honest with you, I can remember every single time I said I was too busy to spend time with him or buy toys he could play with and the sadness I am feeling is literally overwhelming to the point it's dropped me to the ground in a heaping sobbing mess several times. I cannot numb this pain, I can't fix it or get rid of it and the relevancy is this- what I am experiencing is NOTHING like what losing your mother will feel like and I guarantee that. you will scrutinize your life one day and if you squander the time you have now it will make you miserable one day.
Also I'd like to point out that you are being selfish as fuck and hope you can turn things around.
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