Sorry for fagging up the forum

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We know I'm a drunk. So I go for help (detox) Canadian style, which is free, but it's a week away...Next Tuesday......When I got home from the counsellor I thought to myself, I can't go that long. Called the ambulance, they treated me beautifully but when I got to the hospital it was no go. If you didn't cut your wrists they don't take you.
Why am I even saying this? I've got five more days of"controlled" drinking. But the booze is not doing it anymore. You'd think there would be some relief but there comes a point where it doesn't work
I'm spilling my guts cause it's awful
no sympathy for the devil
anyway have a nice day