Originally Posted by
SBG
I emailed your post to my family and friends JV, my personal philosophy is that the time is always now, and the movement starts Here, with Me. When more people adopt such a philosophy in their own lives and actually act rather than imagine, change will absolutely occur.
Yes but their moronic mindsets have to change from imagining that if they do that, they'll be 'exploitable'. They're getting destroyed imagining that they can 'exploit'. Nothing I write about is idealistic; my entire life has been an imagined Conflict-of-Interest. I was conflicted when it's impossible to be. Hopelessly, irrevocably Selfish but desperately wanting to be 'good'. What is this moronic insanity? This is pure Religious corruption.
Selfishness isn't 'good'; it's fucking pure greed. That's why it's natural and sane. Wanting ALL humans to be Happy is pure greed. Wanting ALL the money to the point you tear up the world? Morons. Just morons.
Caring for the welfare of every one of your Selfish Best Interests is sane. There's nothing 'good' about being humane.
Our DNA screams at us to be Selfish non-stop. But they've corrupted the processing.
I was as corrupted as most. But I didn't want to hurt anyone; until they just kept fucking hurting me. So I lived a life of conflicted misery Knowing I could tear imbeciles apart and really wanting to on occasion, when they needed to be put mercifully at rest - but I knew that was 'wrong' - so I didn't. Being humane is 'wrong' when you've been corrupted into imagining killing is bad. But then people kill for the State all the time?
Just moronic robotic slaves incapable of being sane, Selfish or humane.
I was no different; just less willing to die for imbeciles. More willing to die for the 'right' imbecile/s. Never found one because there is no one who one can sanely kill or die for except...everyone. Or a child, perhaps. The right child, which will never exist in this world where children are forced to survive childhoods of misery and suffering at the filthy insane patronising hands of those who care for the child's welfare (but only Their child's welfare). Hah. Fucking transparent sociopaths and narcissists, tearing up the world with their horrifying denial and Needy.
But I spent decades conflicted; torn between the agony of knowing I can literally obliterate morons for (perceived) profit and knowing I didn't want to create suffering because it just wasn't something I wanted to do. I didn't want others doing it to me; that was my fundamental aversion to it but as time went on it became apparent no one really was in the position to do what I could do to them. I still didn't want to do it though. And not being in the position to do what I could do to them never stopped anyone from trying. One of the most hilarious ironies of 'exploitation' is that everyone (no matter how stupid) imagines they're in the position to deceive everyone they meet.
I know why they imagine this. Those that exploit them lead them to believe this. Those with no interest in exploiting them are too disgusted or disinterested to value them enough to inform them. And you can't tell someone how stupid they are anyway, because everyone in this world runs that line on everyone. You see? It's hilarious. Every imbecile imagines they're so shrewd. They are motivated only by fear and if you're not making them afraid they know you're their bitch. A mark. They are so fucking stupid, if I told you the Truth about how stupid the vassals of the Catholic Slum Republic of the Philippines have been reduced to by the Church, you would not believe me. No one would Understand. Catholicism has reduced them so low you have to experience it yourself to even start to comprehend the true Horror. No writer could make the Horror real enough so that you could Understand the terror that is living in a building where every single security guard is too moronic to dial four numbers they've just been told in a correct order. No matter how many times they try, they just can't do it. It's beyond their capacity. But also beyond their capacity is a willingness to reveal their incompetence. So incapable of dialling my telecom to inform me that I had a visitor, I'd know a visitor was coming because the other phones on my floor will all start ringing. Then I'd get a knock on the door. This is in one of the most luxurious apartment buildings in the country; One Rockwell in Rockwell Centre, Makati. And the filthy lying when I'd call down demanding to know who'd just let someone I didn't know but who had been brought by a friend of a friend for a reason as valid as "wanting to see inside the big hotel" is banging on my door assuming that because I wasn't cruel or mean to them, we're now 'friends' and they can exploit me. So I'd call down in fury because I wanted to know who was guilty and they'd just lie their demented lies and say it wasn't them so I'd storm down and they're the only one on shift so their lie wasn't very good, was it?
But they can't be fired. The horror at everyone in the Administration building.
"They're doing their best okay?"
"We'll give them more training."
Cause that's the problem when they're too stupid to press four buttons in the correct order no matter how many times they do it. They just need 'training'.
But the confusion of the Administration; omg. They didn't Understand why I wanted them fired? Were they...rude?
You understand?
Rudeness is instant grounds for dismissal. The only grounds for dismissal. So whenever I'd leave the building I'd be tortured by these moronic IMBECILES, one after another greeting me cheerily with a huge sociopathic
"GOOD MORNING SIR, HOW ARE YOU TODAY?"
And if you don't emotionally validate them by treating them "like a human being" (which they are not and have never been), they get immensely offended. They demand to be insulted with faux 'caring' for their welfare; these are little snivelling imbeciles who couldn't care less if you lived or died (literally, my mate Jesse had a seizure in front of me and I thought he died; I was screaming at the imbeciles downstairs because they kept saying the ambulance was called but they couldn't fucking care less). Two hours later the ambulance came, literally because I had to call American friends who knew some guys who knew some guys who yelled at someone at the best hospital in the country (St Judes, like 10 min away from Rockwell) to stop fucking around. This is the Reality of being 'wealthy' in Hell. You can pull favours to get...? No one is competent. If Jesse needed medical attention, he'd be dead. But he just had a seizure which I'd never seen before, and I merely thought he'd died.
I was reacting as if he was dying though, just in case; cause what the fuck do I know about death. And these fucking...they just didn't care. But my yelling was making them uncomfortable. Why couldn't I be more polite and sensitive and Understanding that they were doing their best? Their feelings are more important than being fucking competent when it's in their fucking interests to be.
Jesse was kinda horrified by my honest relating the horror of them literally not giving a fuck. Cause he'd been spoiling them for so long expressly so they would give a fuck. But that's not how it works. You need to make them afraid for them to pretend to care. These are humans reduced to the most base of all primal emotions. I imagine if Jesse wasn't a little hurt, he'd have fucking fired them all. I know this because if he didn't get a little hurt when I started revealing 5% of the Reality, I stopped. It's understandable being traumatised when hit with the Reality of this demented world of fake caring.
But they'd all yell out their horrifying inquiries in regards to my welfare like little lemming automated horrifying robots interrupting me when I'm just trying to fucking leave the building without having to talk to each and every one. And I was screaming silently because I know why they do this. Everyone else LIKES it. It makes them feel good. They're emotionally validated.
But it doesn't make me feel good because I don't care to be insulted and to have the same demented repetitive conversations with every sub-human I meet just to emotionally validate their insanity. I have no Need for the retardation. But if I'd grunt or nod or fail to pretend to care about their existence, they'd burst into tears. Literally. *sob*
"Are you angry at me, Sir?"
"I'm very sorry Sir!"
They're not
really sorry. They don't know what they've done. And they literally don't care. It's just what they say to 'appease'. They've haven't the slightest intent of caring, even if they've done something wrong. They're just emotional robots who say things because it's what they've been forced to do by everyone who is emotionally insane. Fake interest. Fake caring. Fake remorse. They all need to be put down. It's horrifying.
So emotional. Everything is emotional in that bastion of Catholicism. I'm not referring to the Philippines so much as the World. But it's
really bad in the Philippines. They're a very 'naturally' emotional race of exploited peoples. As natural as the conditioning they're literally blasted with from the moment they're born until they die.
I was unwilling to cope with their fucking demented waterworks, but I was unwilling to emotionally validate 20-30 individual imbeciles so worthless and insulting and horrifying, I couldn't literally care if they individually or collectively lived or died. I cannot imagine how anyone could expect me to in a world where millions of children are being exploited by these beasts, just like the beasts were exploiting them. With love. When my humane was tilting towards wanting to put them down, I 'solved' it by not leaving my apartment unless I had to. There's really nothing out there in this world of screaming insane liars and emotional offence-takers (they get offended at anything honest) that I'm interested in. People don't want to be sane. They want to be miserable. They don't want the Truth. They want to be lied to. The horror of what this race has been reduced to, by love....
I didn't fully Understand why no one else was horrified by this Horror in Manila. Now I Understand. They didn't get what the big deal was. It's not because they're used to it so much as they don't Understand why it's a big deal. You Understand? They're not much higher up the totem pole of incompetence. They imagine this sort of thing is the Reality of humans. But the Reality is that the way we are, the
most brilliant of us; we'd be that stupid to a world that would seem stupid to another world that would seem stupid to....do that 1000 times and you would be somewhere near the world that would seem stupid to a world where everyone was Selfish all the time.
For 5000 years we've been destroying ourselves with Needy deceit (for the benefit of our victims). If every lie was replaced by Truth for the last 5000 years, we wouldn't be in the stratosphere...we'd be so far out into something incomprehensibly glorious, beautiful, magical....
It would be greatly appreciated if you would tie in the production of misery by power and the resulting need for pain relief, notably in the form of religion and vices, if you don't mind. I worded it as such (poorly, no doubt) in my email:
TIA
I got kinda confused here because I wrote this below before I wrote the one I posted. And I had them confused and thought you were asking me for what I just fucking posted. I was a moment from ranting in fury until I realised I'd posted the other one and had them confused ROFL.
But I believe you were asking for this? Also 'moderated' but you can look at the time of posting. Already done and done. Next.
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