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WillieMcFML:
capitalizing the s in self doesn't make your post any introspective
You can state your utterly incorrect feelings all you want, but expressing what you feel won't make you more correct.
I capitalise the 's' when it is appropriate and correct that I do so. It's got nothing to do with your incapacity to understand the definition of the words you use but I would alert you to how tragically you embarrass your Self when you try to use big words when you lack the capacity to have a fucking clue.
I don't want to make this post too many introspective (sic) for you, but what you feel has no correlation to what is True.
I capitalise the 't' in "true" and "truth" at times, but if you wanted a get a clue (singular) you should know that I'm giving you one when I do.
And now I've given you two.
At some point you need to address your clueless reality and stop trying to imagine that your delusions are real. Reality is not what you perceive it to be. More's the pity. If it were, then in Reality you would be cool.
And that would be cool. But then I'm writing about the Reality in which you are not. It's the Reality where no one values you because their appraisal of your worth is more or less correct. Where they went wrong was imagining that you lacked the capacity to be of value prior to being ruined. Where I might be wrong is imagining that you have the capacity to be valuable even though you have been ruined.
I'm writing about The Reality where real things exist. It's not where your delusions imagine you to be important. In Reality, you're as important as your capacity to be disposed of by those who lie to you. I'm writing about The Reality in which you lack the capacity to read because your mother didn't need you to be sane or bright or be of any value whatsoever. She merely needed to survive and for that to happen, she needed you to be reduced. Dependant. Clueless. Miserable. Worthless.
This world is full of you. If it were up to me, you'd have value. But then if it were up to me, I wouldn't have let your mother get anywhere near you. She took your Self away and raised you to please.
You please absolutely nobody. Oh I know people tell you otherwise (even if no one ever tells Marty that, or could whilst keeping a straight face). But those people are using you. If they cared about you, they'd not care about your opinion.
They'd tell you the Truth.
And the Truth is, you wouldn't care about them if they did that. Round and round the vortex of fucking insanity we go. But it's all going in one direction. If you're too fucking moronic to have the capacity to understand I don't defer to the opinions of the insane, it would be in the best interests of you. I have an interest in making that happen for you; but I don't care about you.
THAT'S WHY I TELL YOU THE TRUTH.