Originally Posted by
DankBlaniels
fortunately i am prepared for the worst
You want the videos? They are merely a glimpse. I'm just checking because Truth doesn't get to be selective. You either value it or you don't. No one does but they all pretend to because they think there is profit in deceit.
I would think so too but then I don't do the things the victims of mother's love do. Not on videotape. Not off video. I just don't do them because I am sane and narcissists do not know how to have fun because they never listen and because they're coddled little balls of rape that get emotional whenever someone tries to help them to stop embarrassing themselves.
They imagine the person trying to help them is their enemy.
The Truth is I haven't looked at the videos but then I was in control and sober and I know what happened because if I was an emotional type...I'd have just killed you.
Truth isn't selective Toddlers. That kind of thinking created you. You can choose whether they go up or stay down because I have no agenda in public humiliation or shame because I'm not your filthy whore mother. But then I don't believe anyone who doesn't want to fix themselves is sane to bother with rehabilitation either.
I know what the humane line is. But this is not that kind of a world so I just get to have nights ruined...over...and over....and over again. Alcohol's a hell of a drug. But alcoholics don't change because they don't perceive it as a problem. And it's funny...
...cause why don't they video the Reality?
The Truth is I knew you were beyond communicating with. That's why you needed RIP. The fact that you won't agree has nothing to do with irrefutable logic. You're no longer in control of yourself and anyone who is on your side gets attacked. In Thailand they're not going to bother you until it's Sleep Time. I got the fuck away because I'm a survivor but I'm fucking sick of surviving for no reason.
You can choose for the videos to go up or not. I see no real purpose to it. I cannot possibly see any profit for me in it, just fucking effort. But if you valued Truth you have to value it. You cannot select and pick and choose. You can make the decision publicly though. I'm sick of the filthy need for confidentiality and faggotry. I don't debase myself.
I don't need the secrecy.
I'm not trying to lie to men about how much I love sex. If I loved it that much, I'd just...I dunno. Be cool, or something.
Oh how about that. I did that. Then I got to see the truth. Yeah. Harmless screaming needy.