pretty sure that dan druff paid sonatine to encourage ape to antagonize scooter and get him out of the picture, now he's going to trick vaughan p into selling skatz to him and change it to an extreme couponing forum.
he isn't really making hand puppets to synth pop music
wasn't sure what to expect and that was interesting. not sure how you came across that but can I ask you something? and this is not the question I want to ask you via pm but why can't we both forgive our mothers? I mean scooter and I and it's fairly obvious he and I both want desperately to hug and be hugged by mom and feel the love and warmth we miss so badly but we each hate our mothers for personal reasons, I think today I came closer than ever to actually forgiving my mother for squandering the only shot I will ever have at living a normal life despite telling me for years I was always the most important thing to her and the words just cutting my heart to shreds as I hear them knowing her actions tell a very different story. i have several friends who have 1-2 kids and did so young and they all sacrificed unbelievably to stay together so that their kids would have mom and dad and a normal, healthy upbringing and if i had really been put first she would have stayed with my father or left the drunk when she realized he was worthless and found someone else but she went to college instead...he i was isolated and afraid of the world, not eating for days at a time and hopelessly disconnected and in need of a male role model, so she bought me a nintendo and lied to me and went to college instead. I have not forgiven her yet, but every day I work on myself and cry a little bit just to remind myself it's real, the pain is real and the fact that we are running out of time alive together and shouldn't waste it harboring grudges is also real and in fact our time is the most valuable thing we will ever own, squandering it on bad blood was how my father spent his life and wasted his time and he told me with tears streamin gdown his face how sorry he was and he wished he could take it back. i will not become that man, but the memories are all there man, it's fucking hard. life is too real all the time, i never get a break and more and more have come to appreciate that people like Tine have honed escaping reality in a healthy way into a hard science as being properly entertained has tremendous intrinsic value to anyone capable of perceiving value imo. I just can't let so many things go right now...but it's now or i may never get another now...i love my mom to death and miss her dearly. if scooter was honest with himSelf for a moment he would admit the same thing and I have no idea the multitude of reasons he hates his mother as well but I am sure they are as real to him as mine are to me and ultimately just as petty and a waste of valuable time.
ape i'm still trying to figure out if you have any idea why you capitalize the s in self, aside from the fact that scooter does it.
realtalk, do these demented old people you live with have any idea what you're doing there?
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i cook 3x a day clean up after all three of us clean the bathrooms vacuum handle all the shopping walk the dog daily feed the cats clean everything shop plan food order medications talk to doctors. that's about it actually. oh and I fix a lot of shit
but why are you actually there doing any of this? did you tell them you're from an agency or something?
damnit i keep hearing "i need you mom" in that synth pop tone just over and over and am reliving childhood memories (the good ones) and fuck i miss her so much. thank you dave, i think that helped quite a bit really. time to grow the fuck up and be the bigger person, be my own role model and hopefully someday be someone else's.
de nada. just to be clear the artist is a lady. also i don't think ive ever had to work so hard to get someone to watch a youtube vid. glad you enjoyed.
no fucking way a girl was singing that. for some reason the sound of it...I dunno how to describe what it made me feel like, I can only compare the feeling to having a fire under my ass with my pants stitched to my chair basically the entire time. it was worth it imo. has scoots given any input or is he still a reclusive weirdo who refuses to do anything for anyone but himSelf?
no fucking way a girl was singing that. for some reason the sound of it...I dunno how to describe what it made me feel like, I can only compare the feeling to having a fire under my ass with my pants stitched to my chair basically the entire time. it was worth it imo. has scoots given any input or is he still a reclusive weirdo who refuses to do anything for anyone but himSelf?
can we go ahead and talk about the elephant in the room?
fine with me
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how many people think mikey has fucked this old lady?
you would be the only one
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i mean, who thinks it's lower than a 50% chance he abuses this woman?
everyone but you
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he's a sexual deviant
untrue and by the way it's rather low rent of you to criticize another person based on material read on the internet and also without EVER offering up your own personal tastes for public examination.
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addicted to meth
did someone say we ought to talk about the monkey in the room? eh meth hillbilly junkie fuck? weissman had a brilliant plan to get clean didn't he? didn't work though, better luck next time.
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and has a history of fucking weird shit (lunch meat, stuffed animals) and bragging about it
never bragged about anything, i simply wrote material to amuse people and some of the dimmer bulbs got all fussy about it. you are creepier than any man or e-personality i have ever met.
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this isn't about trolling, this guy is a danger to society
ape i'm still trying to figure out if you have any idea why you capitalize the s in self, aside from the fact that scooter does it.
when I capitalize S in self I do it because i want a little more emphasis on the inner Self as opposed to the body as a whole. for example I might say "don't eat that candybar, you need to take care of yourself" I wouldn't capitalize anything as the word "yourself" denotes the entire body/soul as a single entity. if I were to say "when seeking truth look within yourSelf" I capitalize the word Self to draw attention to the inner Self, your inner being or soul or whatever.
but why are you actually there doing any of this? did you tell them you're from an agency or something?
i am obviously not in denial about my life despite what sonatine says. my efforts to help are clearly an attempt to maintain an equitable relationship. i also find utility in working on my rough edges personality wise. for example by doing a lot of grunt work that i never used to do, caring for people other than me and making the stuff that's important in their life important in mine, I expect to come out of this a better man.
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