Yeah everyone is on the edge of their seats wanting to feel the way you feel. Ain't that the Truth.
Narcissists are failures because they haven't got a clue how to be convincing.
"Why isn't everyone as interested in me as I am?"
"Why doesn't everyone tailor everything to suit me and my limitations?"
"Why is the world so mean to me?"
ME ME ME
When you have the capacity to make a sales pitch that is sane, I will watch you talk about what you'd like to do. Until then, I will ridicule your incapacity to have a clue about how to Self-promote you.
Until then, the world will react to your screaming inanity with a fairly astute appraisal of its worth.