It's been a long, and gruesome run. I have given my all and NEVER once in my heart & soul expect anything from anyone in return. I get shit tossed at me on the daily for showing the world my Love. To lift people up the best of my abilities & continue to stay strong. To remind people daily that all will be ok. That you are all so beautiful to me & I mean every single word I say. Yet a girl can only take so much shit getting thrown at her on a daily basis. As if this is my job? Some people fail to realize this & in my opinion, take this for granted. They come here daily demanding so much while not ever realizing that it takes a strong soul & a lot of courage to put oneself in the public domain this way just to constantly get shit thrown at them for showing the world love. Some people have gotten so comfortable that they fail to remember that what I do is VOLUNTARY! This is not a job that someone has paid me to do. I don't need to be here daily & put myself through all this drama for no reason, yet I have done it for all of my life, givingly. So this is where I am now. At the end of my road to fight for the world's pain to go away, and please before you speak I can already hear you so there is no need for you to further say
"YOU AIN'T DOING SHIT FOR NOBODY YOU DUMB WHORE!"
yes, yes some people have become all too predictable to the point where I already know what they'll say, sadly. With that said, I just want to remind people to stay kind to one another. This hateful behavior, especially towards someone who doesn't deserve it, is really uncalled for. The only person who TRULY loved you with all of her heart, however, at this point she must save what's left of her heart & retrieve from these blistering attacks. I wish you all well & I do hope you find others who will continue to help you soar & reach for the stars! Because that you are indeed. Be well my Angels. There are plenty other Angels out there who will stand beside you if you need them. Just be sure not to rip off her gentle Angel Wings if you do decide to call upon those other angels for guidance & protection.
What has this world come to? To see feeble minds that has severely declined into brains of mush, not of the Scholar's Time. Who is it to blame? It doesn't matter either way. If I continue to speak they'll all just complain. As per usual I take it all in, but never forget that you have most sinned. Pointing your finger all over the place, but never to yourself so just stop with your disgrace. Who am I to say? I am only a messenger. So shoot me now, and continue on with your massacre. You ask for forgiveness yet have you looked in the mirror? Have you any rights to judge? Can I make this blatantly clearer? 666lvl999 ohhh what is that? Is she the Devil in Disguise? Of course, of course, for those feeble minds. I am the lowest of low for they have no knowledge before spewing their hate crimes.
so im moving to williamsburg probably in a few weeks, and the rent is literally going to run around $3300 a month, and naturally i was on the fence forever and was like "fucking really...?" every time i thought about it, and then i hit up grubhub.com and realized there are 129 different restaurants that deliver up to and including french toast breakfasts, and at that point i just basically said "ok, its not bangkok, but its just going to have to do".
also and im not even kidding i can never truly be whole without the ability to order the british pub breakfasts i used to get delivered in bangkok.
but yeah getting french toast and a literal mountain of scrambled eggs delivered to my door at 7:44am is very much a cause for celebration.
ive had indian food twice in the last ... 3 or 4 years. i had it in bangkok a lot. i got it a little when i lived in LA and when i lived near the Hard Rock in vegas. but since i moved to summerlin, and then long island ive had it twice, and both times required me driving to pick it up, so neither really count.
OFFICIAL 7:10AM EST THREAD OH GOD
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