Yeah, but have you ever experienced a black out that lasted at least 5 hours, confirmed by a receipt in your pocket, that you woke up from the next day covered in something that later you realized was mainly a chocolate milk shake and whipped cream by discovering the smashed cup next to you, in a place that it took you 30 minutes to understand is home, 30 miles away from the last place you can remember? Something, something, pitchers of beer, Rumple Minze doublet shots, long necks, Patron, kush weed, lost, more kush, substance abuse likely, finally realizing I have been several places, asking what street I am on, some house, some chair, some more drinks, emptiness. . .
And is the only thing you can remember for sure, what you know was really real, one smile from her that the universe wouldn't let you forget?
Somehow I observed this while my preprogrammed, instinctual operating system was almost in total control. I was only me for a few moments, but for those few moments, I experienced complete mental clarity, completely detached from the chaos my body was experiencing. She was standing up, posing authoritatively, though her head was tilted to one side the entire time, especially as she said my name. I was owned badly in some childish contest. I never lose.
I've done those nights too many times, standard in fact, but I still wonder why I didn't forget this. It's really fucked with me ever since.
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Originally Posted by gay sex
LISTEN while youre busy driving your cocaine submarine, i was out here defending the idea that all star survivor is better against scooter who thinks its a bad idea, JESUS CHRIST YOUR JIMMERY KNOWS NO BOUNDS
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But whatever, yes I can be a huge canadian faggot and you can be terrible yourself but theres no reason we shouldnt be able to co-exist at the very least, ya feelz me??
shes a natural fatty by her own admission
that is why she started training in the first place
old habits die hard especially when they taste like bacon